I pit myself for this following reason.
I was supposed to date someone at 2pm today.
I saw her…
I looked at what clothes I had on, and wen to the bathroom and saw how I appeared.
I fucked off because I felt inadequate, and she looked great.
Plus this is the first in a long time for me ‘getting any’ so to speak.
Part of the stupidness was that I hadn’t been on a date ever before, and it was built up too much, and the fact I felt inadequate.
My personality has been subject to much ridicule, for instance, I’ve been told am too boring and plain, too quiet, and not much of a talker.
This is wat I kinda looked like on my ‘date’ today.
What should I do now? I’m planning on coming clean I owe her that at least, but what is she thinking?