I hate to be a downer, but the MMP is like a marriage, right? Sickness and health, good times and bad, right?
I’m saddened to tell you that we had to have Brandy euthanized today. She was hiding (we thought) this morning and we didn’t see her when we went to work. After I got back from a doctor’s appointment, I went looking for her and found her curled up on the basement floor. She was cold and she didn’t move. I carried her upstairs and realized she was unable to stand, so I immediately loaded her into her carrier and sped to the vet.
Wonderful folks that they are, they took me right in, even tho they were about to shut down for their afternoon surgery.
All 4 vets in the practice came in and examined her, each one hoping to give good news or even hope, but it was unanimous. There was nothing that could be done. I don’t remember the medical details because I couldn’t concentrate, but apparently she had a clot in the artery to the back end of her body. The vet said this wasn’t uncommon. By the time I got her there, she had no femoral pulse, her toenails were purple, and they were pretty sure there was already tissue damage. Her tail was lifeless, too.
Even if we were willing to go to the cardiac vet, the chance of a good outcome was very, very remote. We have always agreed we’d give our pets a good life with good care, but we weren’t going to do herioc measures. It’s not fair to the animal, and it’s too hard to cling to slim hope.
So today, Miss Brandy went to sleep for the last time. She will be missed. Any other day, she’d be standing between me and this computer screen, begging for attention. It hurts to know that I can surf unencumbered now. I’ve been crying for the last 2 hours. The two years we shared with her brought us great joy. We’ll always remember her fondly.
I’ll come back later with my usual inanities. For now, I need to cry some more.