On the way home I was thinking about a muscular butt and felt attracted to it. Then while watching TV my wife somehow knew that there was something on my mind. Eventually I confessed that I was planning on writing on the messageboards. Then I confessed that it was about that I might be a bit gay. My relatives and inlaws are basically just Christians - the type that think being gay is a sin. I said that the people on the boards probably wouldn’t mind though My wife said something about me having to break up with her if I was gay. She said how a friend of a friend got a divorce because the husband was gay. She also said that once she was attracted to a girl ten years older than her but never acted on it because the girl was married.
I also told my wife that in the past a sister of mine asked if I was gay - also some of my friends turned out to be gay. And numerous times in my younger years guys and younger boys had tried to grab my crotch. One time was during wrestling while the whole class was watching.
BTW I don’t really believe in God but I’m not really a supporter of gay marriage, etc.
It’s a sliding scale. For example, I most certainly am not gay, but I’m okay with the male participation in the porn I consume (that may seem strange, but a lot of straight men do not like that at all and stick with solo or lesbian stuff). I also brush past the occasional “ladyboy” stuff and have weird thoughts about it. That’s about the closest I’d ever get, and only photographically, I doubt I’d like it in real life. That’d put me in the 20% gay range maybe, which, as inverted bell shaped curves go, isn’t anything for me to be concerned about.
So when you think you’ve passed the 50% mark, then you might be onto something.
I think almost everyone is a bit gay: that is, they can, occasionally, be a bit turned on by the body of a member of their own sex. Don’t let it worry you (or your wife) though. If you are only only 1% gay, heck, if you are only 5, 10, even 15% gay, you are, to all practical intents, not gay, or no gayer (and no more bi) than everybody else.
That’s super, JohnClay. Say, do you have any interests, hobbies or opinions about subjects unrelated to sex, your relationship with your wife, mental illness or family issues? I mean, seriously, do you play chess, or collect stamps, or watch movies, or play video games, or go hiking, or dabble in photography, or host amazing dinner parties, or have a garden, or have political convictions that you feel strongly about, or feel nostalgic for a particular memory in your childhood, or anything, really? Because the relationship stuff is boring and it would be awesome if you talked about something else for a while.
I personally think whether I collect stamps or play chess, etc, is in fact more boring than my wife and mental illness, etc. No-one’s forcing you to read my threads. Also I have started quite a few threads on other topics.
BTW I made a computer game and worked on it for a few years…
NO-ONE has replied to that thread. This suggests that people are more interested in my wife, etc, than my hobbies.
People are interested in your wife, etc, the way they’re interested in highway car wrecks. They reply to those threads to either mock you, or offer sincere helpful advice that you will not take. Though to be fair, you probably are incapable of doing so. Given that…what is it, exactly, that you get out of starting these sorts of threads?
I shouldn’t have said boring. It’s more… What’s a good way to describe it? Disrespectful of your wife, and way too personal. If she ever found these threads, I think she’d be devastated, and I couldn’t blame her if she left you over them. And you’ll probably say it’s ok, she’ll never find them, but the point is that they exist and they shouldn’t. You married the woman, so treat her with some respect and stop over-sharing.
Wait, what? If you don’t have a religious objection (something I find rather a cop-out anyway), why would it make a blind bit of difference to you whether gay folk get married or not? And what would be the “etc.” part?
