This is evolving into many things. Its the explanation you guys seem to want. For many things.
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Is there any defense against the Vultures play? **
What I meant to say then, and will hopefully elaborate on now is this:
This game is full of catch-22. If you are going to actually play the game, you stick your neck out VERY Far. While you are laying out the groundwork, people sit back, and wait. During your work, you clear most of the field. However, you will step on a landmine. That is when the vultures come in. They could care less about your previous work. But, will they kick you when you are down, and feast on your body? YES.
Do I really play this game too much? Is that a problem? I have never encountered a game that punishes you for playing too much. All I want to do, is understand, and play Mafia. I find things that I feel I MUST comment on. Thankfully, for better for worse, I have the time to do it.
Not that it matters, I get it. But I truly did think Regretable was doing things that, needed to be looked at. He moved too soon and too fast. And this is Meeko’s opinion of things. Did he later regret his votes? Did he later change my mind? Yes. Do I need to admit to that? I thought my actions would speak one way or the other. You guys complain about my Noise. You would want more?
Here is a little tidbit you guys might have picked up on : for better for worse, I always find myself in the deep end in mafia. I can tread water, and I can swim. Just don’t make fun of me, if my stroke is something you have never seen. IF it is any consolation, At times, I find other players play as baffling as mine. (Then again, At times, I probably get immediately close to Peeker’s play, and having seen Peeker play, … I am sorry for being Peeker Jr. **At those times.
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I digress. Back to what ever this is.
Bull Chit then comes in, and frankly, I thought he slipped up one big. HUGE. For a while, this was great, I had a way to change my vote from Regretable, and not draw too much attention.
Is it bad to wait for a more opportune time to do two things at once? I wanted to vote off Pede for a fraction of time before I wanted to vote for Jimmy. Is it bad play to double up a post like this? Ironically, once I saw that people were voting for Regretable, I regreted not voting for him. (The math at the time was kinda a no brainer for me as well.)
But then, Quick change comes in, looks at Bull Chit, agrees with me, but starts to feast off of me. Bill, why bring up Bull Chit at all then? FWIW, an immediate vote and unvote for Bull Chit, to me would have gone a LOT farther in my book.
But, you know, pushing my buttons didn’t come from Quick Change. King Vulture comes in. He is telling me he’s not holding a grudge. Anyone who believes this, stand on your head.
No one can get tosses around like Allwalker and I did and NOT carry a grudge. (Yes, I hold a grudge over it.) If nothing else, I would like to know where Allwalker learned to debate. It might prove to be the wrong play here, but I was more or less giving the King Vulture a free pass here. Thoughts on voting for Allwalker only came AFTER he voted for me.
Ask OreDigger about grudges. [[Oh wait, he voted for me too. -Research “The Dragon’s Hoard” Haggle on your own time if you want the backstory here, gang.]]
Everywhere I try to do the right things, I invariably fail. But as always, I do not appologize for my style of play. If I have to conform to what everone else wants me to do, It is no longer my game, right?
Peeker probably knows this. His play is teflon to stuff like this. I wonder when other players drove him off, to adopt the play style he did.
All I know, is that I got started too early in this game. I messed up bad. I tried to fix it, and to point out the REAL issues. Look where that got me.
My best play here is shut up. It looks as if I soon wont have that choice.
Re-evaluate my play. There is nothing else I can do to prove I am Town.
Or does the actual aspect of the “Game” not even matter anymore? I mean, you guys are killing for convenience, not for a town victory.
Hopefully the entire game of Mafia can understand me here. Hopefully it will trickle down.
But yes, I get too emotional for these games. That sucks. because I truly enjoy playing. – I don’t think anyone can rob me of that.
-Meeko
Who, remains amazed at how ““Wrong”” he remains in Mafia. When everyone else seems to have the thickest skin possible.