I come off as Miss happy, Polly Anna, never a bad bad bad day beck.
I do see the funny in even the worst situations. But I do have my bad moments folks.
My situation is untenable. Feeling ill nearly everyday is just the worst. I should be looking for a cliff to jump off of. Alas, I’m scared of heights.
To top it off I’m getting confused alot, and losing time.
“Hey, brain, I ain’t got the time to waste. Don’t take any away!!”
I was already goofy, confused is kinda ok. 
My biggest regret is not being around to see the grandwrex grow up. Or the Lil 'Wrekker to marry and have a baby. (She says it ain’t happening, but we’ll see)
I have problems thinking of an afterlife or a ‘heaven’ or something. I want there to be a ‘place’. I just can’t get my head around it.
Maybe I’ll haunt the Dope. Yeah, that’s the ticket.