Brevity: My SO’s ex-wife wants to join us for fireworks but she’s been an on-and-off nasty person to my SO and to me via the kids. Due to her history, I don’t want her there but I wonder if I’m putting my needs ahead of the kids.
Verbosity:My SO’s ex-wife, let’s call her “E”, divorced my partner over 4 years ago. She found another guy and moved out pretty much right away. She got money hungry and gave up custody of the kids to have more of a cash payout. She has visitation an sees the kids from Saturday morning until Sunday afternoon. When they first split, she took the kids half of the week, but when the money ran out (because E and her new husband spent $150K on vacations and crack) she developed a drinking problem and went into rehab. Since the first time she went into rehab, we have had the kids at our house the majority of the time (and she has occassionally expressed wanting to have the kids more, but when pressed, she declines taking the kids more than one day a week).
I’ll take some blame here as the problem started with me. When my SO and I met, he was still willing to say “how high” when E said “jump”. Her new husband quit his job when they got the divorce payoff and when the money was gone, she expected him to work as he didn’t want to. Of course, my SO had to mortgage two houses to pay her off (as he really wanted custody of the kids) and when E’s money ran out, she turned to my SO. At first, it was things like “can you send some food with the kids when you send them over” and then it became requests for $50 bucks for the kids (which turned out to be spent on booze). After we found out it was for booze, I told my SO to put his foot down. This was a first and so when she was denied when she asked for money, the shit hit the fan. She threatened to sue for full custody of the kids and outed my SO to the kids stating that “Daddy’s a faggot” and worse. (This was at the beginning of our relationship and the kids knew me as “Dad’s friend” which was easier for them to get to know me and we really hadn’t defined our relationship, so why jump the gun we thought).
Now, a bit of backstory, my SO and E met at a gay bar. My SO came out when he was 16, but since he’s a bit of a people pleaser, he wanted to make his dad happy and have a family. E was obese and had self-esteem issues so she was happy to make concessions and they started a relationship. So she knew the whole time his preference.
As years went by, the invectives we heard from the children were disturbing. E became increasingly jealous and would hit on my SO in front of the kids (My SO politely turned her down each time). She has also attempted to use the kids as pawns but was thwarted due to the fact that we brought up the fact that she doesn’t have custody. (We made plans that she agreed to that one Saturday we were going to take the kids to go apple picking for Rosh Hashannah. E asked my SO for some money to buy liquor the Friday before, and when she was turned down, she said that we couldn’t have the kids for the holiday and she was going to take them. (My SO is Jewish, but E is a lutheran so Rosh Hashannah wasn’t important to her). The kids love to go apple picking so she was trying to use the kids to get her way. There are many other crappy instances that have chipped away my patience for this woman.
Things haven’t improved and our oldest daughter, now 16, refuses to go over to see E on the one day as E moved in with her mother (who is renting a house from my SO, oy!) but hasn’t bothered to move beds there. We’ve brought it up to E that her oldest daughter is slipping away from her. E immediately confronted her daughter who denied it (lied) and said that she was usually sleeping over at friends’ house and that was it. The oldest is still rarely seeing her mom (once since January) and E thinks nothing is wrong with that. E’s involvement with the children is babysitter at best. She doesn’t go to any parent-teacher conferences, she’s not involved at all in girl scouts/boy scouts, and takes a 3 hour nap in the afternoon when the kids are there, so the one day a week she seems them, she’s sleeping through most of it.
The youngest two, ages 7 and 9, still go over there. Every once in a while, the kids come home on Sunday and ask me why I hate their mom. I don’t hate their mom. I haven’t really met their mom. I never discuss their mom with my SO when the kids are around and we make sure never to say anything negative about her. Unfortunately, the question is being fed to the kids from their mom. So, I have explained over and over that I don’t hate their mom and I have no reason to (lie).
Ugh.
This is the 4th 4th of July that my SO and I have been together. Every year, we’ve taken the kids to a water park, hit a drive-in restaurant, and then go for fireworks on the Mississippi River. This, however, is the first time that the 4th has fallen on a Saturday. The kids said that they really wanna go to the waterpark, so my SO called E and asked if it was OK with her if we could take the kids that day. She said that she had no plans so it was good with her. Since she lives nearby the fireworks, my SO asked if she wanted us to drop off the kids after the fireworks or keep them for the rest of the weekend. E then asked my SO if she could come with to the show. My SO said that he’ll check with me and get back to her.
Ugh again.
I don’t like this woman. I worry that this is a bit of Pandora’s box and that if we have her come with this time, she’ll want to be invited to more things. Of course, that’s just me. I worry that my dislike of her is also denying the children of making memories with their mother. So I feel like I’m being a jackass by saying no. My SO is on the fence about it personally because of the way she’s treated him over the last couple year so he’s leaving it up to me to decide.
So, should she come with us or not? Please don’t pull punches. If I’m being an immature brat about this, please let me know.