Let me begin by starting at the end. Of that thread.
In no way was that a ‘someone save me with your magical words from suicide’ type situation, I realize that is likely the reason it was shut down and I apologize for giving that impression.
I stopped in to a bar after the long and extremely hot walk home from work and the live dj turned my one planned beer into about 6 and a few shots.
Generally when I drink and get all (drunkenly) philosophical I have my roommate there to be equally drunk and philosophical, and as I was drinking alone last night, I just needed a place to let drunk me’s mouth go for a run.
Thank you for your understanding. I have never even posted on a message board before and haven’t taken an english class in about 6 years so thank you for tolerating my meh at best writing skillz