Ouch. Heart break.

Never thought I was intelligent?! Way to kick me when I’m down! :dubious: :stuck_out_tongue: :wink:

It was local. I don’t mean to offend anyone in LDR or thinks LDR could work, but I don’t think it’d work for me. I’m the type of girl who likes having her guy by her side and can go out with him on Friday nights and make out. Do things physically, ya know? I’m not really worried about seeing him in person. He’s pretty predictable, at least the short time when I was with him, he took the same two or three busses and he went the same two or three places. I semi-lied about my whereabouts because I don’t actually live in the city of Vancouver but a suburb (still the GVA though!) and he never really came to my suburb until he met me.

To be honest, when he messaged me on Tuesday night, I was too giddy to give it much thought, other than to tell him that I want my DVD and lube back. I was having too much fun talking to my friends who care about me to really get bothered by him. I was cool and calm, and I didn’t say much. I slept on it though, and I want to say some things to him. He did hurt me, and I was getting over that hurt, but then he decides to play this “game” with me, and I don’t want to be mean but he needs a reality check and while I don’t want to be mean, I have to be harsh.

I know you guys have told me to cut communication with him, but at this moment, he is still on my livejournal friend’s list. A large part of me doesn’t want to take him off not because I want to talk to him or cling on, but because I want him to read about my life and see how amazing and wonderful I am, and what a good time I’m having without him while he’s sitting at home drinking in front of his computer every Friday night, or that I have friends to go out with and have fun with while the only form of human contact he has are his parents (this is very much NOT an exaggeration). I realise it’s vindictive; it’s just that I was upset about it, and then I got better, and then he messages me and tries to play me, knowing that it could possibly upset me again. Although it seems like he already regrets it, I still want to be perfect and awesome, and I won’t tell him off or anything, but I want him to keep on regretting missing out on such a great person like me. I want him to hurt when he realises I have moved on without him, and he screwed up his chance of at least building a social network beyond his parents.