It’s Ball State, Beer, Ball State.
And I agree 100%. I would have been more to the point last time I posted to this thread if I wasn’t too busy making a cheap Sopranos reference that nobody got.
“History will be kind to me, for I intend to write it.” -Winston Churchill
Homer, I would be willing to bet a small sum of money that all of the men who have been slagging you in this thread have done something equally stupid and neurotic in their own lives, and are laying into you to cover their own inadequacies.
I don’t know you personally so it’s hard to offer specific advice. Try to find out what it is with available women that makes you act needy and desparate. If you are stuck, find someone to talk to. If all else fails and the problem is really serious, consider therapy. I don’t say that as an insult, but as serious advice. You seem to have a self-image problem, and they can be very difficult to get over by themselves. I’ve been there
Perked Ears indicate curiosity - Know Your Cat