sorry, but that spells out “stalker” more than anything.
Go out and enjoy yourself. Don’t worry about relationships, as all that is ahead of you. Take it easy. treat them as your equal. And Relax. You dont have to be something you’re not.
many a true word said here…
the advce here is good, but hard to adjust to, i’ll get there in the end tho… 
A good point I havent seen made here is to also learn not to try and please everybody all the time, I find friendships break down over girls (ahem, young women) often; due to the friend suddenly becoming second best, or just plain envious.
I think sometimes you have to leave the crowd and do your own thing, and not be “one of the boys”. Does everybody else think this?
As for the photo, i’ll try and get one for you…
i’m also making good eye contact with the screen as i wriite this 
Brainfreeze
I think you need to basically just wait. Let them come to you before you come to them. Do the “act like you don’t care” routine. When they come they come. Their problem is a: they want an older man, or b: they don’t want to settle down right now. Believe me your time will come. Just have patience my son!!