Well, I found out that he’s got a semi-girlfriend in Hong Kong, where he’s spending his summer. The deal with him and her is that he likes her and she’s got a little crush on him so he said that he’s just going to let nature take its course with this relationship-that-might-be. And my friend, “Susie”, is fully aware of this because he told her about it.
And to answer Licentious Ectomorph’s question about why I’m her friend, it’s because she has no other friends. My other friends talk to her, but they really don’t like her. And Susie follows me around like a lost puppy all the time. It’s like a younger teen desperately trying too hard to be an older teen that he/she admires, if you know what I mean. Sometimes, I feel like Susie is trying to be herself and trying to be me at the same time. It’s just really bizarre. But, Susie is a really nice girl. It’s all this stuff about “being in love and he’s the one for me and God wants us to be together” stuff that makes me uneasy.
In most of my IM conversations with her, she says stuff like, “When I think about John, I can’t help but smile through my tears.” Yes, she really said that, too. And also “He makes me feel so complete.” I mean, yes, that’s very nice to know, but my other friend has been with her boyfriend for nearly 9 months (an awesome feat in my school) and I’m very good friends with both of them and they’ve never said anything like that to me.
And with Susie, she’s so strong in her faith that God is the only one that’s really making her stand her ground on this.