The showerhead works GREAT y’all. I had it set to Hi-Power to wash the shampoo out of my hair, and went to go rinse out my undercarriage while I was at it.
I jumped it was actually too strong for the down-there bits, which is a problem I am more than happy to have, considering the unimpressive native water pressure. (The showerhead has a few settings; the lower one is fine for an undercarriage rinse, if anyone was worried.)
But enough about that. I came to say … well, I don’t know if this is quite the right spot, but I need to put it SOMEwhere … at work today, I helped get something off a high shelf for a shorter lady. She thanked me nicely and we chatted a moment and she brushed my arm briefly - swatted me playfully, really - as we spoke. She caught herself right away, apologizing for touching me with a mortified expression on her face, and I assured her it was fine. Which it was.
I was on my way to the potty anyway when she’d stopped me to ask for help, and when I got in, and shut the door … I suddenly burst out sobbing. Cried so hard I either forgot to pee or just dried out from the other end. I didn’t even understand why for a moment - which is disconcerting as all hell, lemme tell ya - until I realized it was simply the first human touch I’d had in weeks.
Just that little brush of her fingertips. And I absolutely lost it over that.
I am a huge introvert; this quarantine lockdown has been basically a Tuesday for me. Working essential retail means interacting with a LOT of goddamn people, and most evenings I am “peopled out” by the time I get home anyway.
But I knew I was kinda jonesing for a hug by now. I just didn’t realize I was that bloody starved for what my old I.T Guy and I called “skin time,” though.
Anyway, it was a helluva moment, and I just needed to tell someone it happened, for some reason. I said my goodbyes to some of my coworkers when I left and we jokingly did an air-hug (like an air-kiss, you know) and it was all I could do not to 'fess up and beg for a real one.
C’mere, cat. You’ll do. (Plus, the purr is a nice bonus feature. I wish people could purr.)