Okay, so … I had some thinks while at irk and have gotten over some of the shock of the past coupla days, so, here goes:
I wasn’t on the Dope the last couple of days, because I was in jail.
Turns out, there’s been a warrant out for my arrest for over a year which I found out about after I was cuffed in the back of the squad car. It was for a 3-year-old speeding ticket, which I’d quite frankly forgotten about. (Didn’t get anything about it for over a year, and eventually, it got mentally & physically buried.)
Plus, now of course there are tickets due to the whole “not having a D.L. thing” and I KNOW I KNOWWW!! please don’t lecture me, I hear enough about this crap from my parents, not to mention being unhappy about it all myself. (As I finally pointed out to the 'rents, look, I’d like to visit a dispensary myself again. They … were unimpressed with that response but, hey, they dropped the subject.)
Spending the night on a plastic mat of dubious cleanliness in a room with half a dozen other women, not all of whom were altogether with it, was not pleasant. Most of the others were holding it together as best as possible and were friendly and helpful, but one was completely off her rocker - she eventually got moved to Psych - and another was plainly ill, showered for (no lie) seven or eight hours straight, and later wound up having a seizure. Fun stuff.
By the time I got out of there the next day - hours after being seen by the judge; they make you just sit there doing absolutely nothing besides staring at cinderblock walls, not even a dinky TV or a checkerboard - I was way late for work. Called my manager in tears. I’m stoic during a crisis, but once it’s all over, that’s when I emotionally react. Anyway, that’s all smoothed out, and I’m sorry to y’all for being all weird about it. I was just … I don’t even know what word to use.
But anyways, that’s the Big Crappy Thing from the other day, and thank you all for the good wishes. I’ll get this crap sorted, too, just like all the other crap I gotta deal with.
One damn thing at a time.